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Ellen Harvelle. Owner of Harvelle's Roadhouse. Mother to Jo Harvelle. Hunter.
  • vampyric-charm:


    Pulled back by the hand that closed around his arm, Dean glared at the vampire as he forced him to stay. This wasn’t another phone he wanted to be making to someone–– this wasn’t another situation he wanted to be dealing with. It was a multitude of times worse when there was someone expecting them back, not just him making it out alive along with Sam. No, he had to break the news to an anxious hunter, a mother. A woman who had to already go through this once or twice because of Dean and ending with a roller coaster tragedy. 

    "Tell her Cas is missing– sort of but that’s not the important thing. Dad’s missing too? We don’t think she’s alone then."Dean tried to shoot a glance towards Benny as the phone was picked up, but he knew it wasn’t going to get through. Whispering under his breath, knowing he’d hear, Dean tried to at least soften the blow.


     ”Just make it sound like we also have something to find them dammit. We know who took ‘em so that’s close right?”

    'What happened?' That was the exact moment that Benny knew he was going to be a dead man walking no more. He'd just be a dead man. Or… Vampire. Ellen didn't sound thrilled in the least and Dean's hushed urging to at least soften the blow a little didn't help. Ellen knew something had gone wrong. Benny had… Lost people before. He knew how to inform people of a potential tragedy. He licked his lips, swatting at Dean's arm as if to quiet him. The pause was lengthy as he attempted to gather his thoughts and muster a voice that he hoped was soothing, calm, and reassuring.

    "Featherbutt’s gawt th’ scroll…. Bu’…. Was ‘n ambush. Jawn an’ Jo gawt taken…. Yew ain’ gonna liak i’ Ellen… We know who’s gawt ‘em an’ we’re on our way ta’ ge’ ‘em back. Cassie’s bailed tho. Yew see him, you punch ‘im across the face a few tiams fer all o’ us. Left us high an’ dry…"

    Maybe it sounded a little bit like Benny was blaming Castiel. And maybe he was. Just a little. But what the hell was he supposed to do? Fingers tightened around the plastic casing of the phone and he shot Dean a somewhat reassuring look. If Dean believed they’d be fine, maybe they’d be fine. Maybe Ellen wouldn’t drive down there with an ax and behead him. Maybe he wouldn’t wake up in purgatory again.

    In the silence that followed her question, she had a moment of calm. There was a chance it wasn’t Dean, wasn’t someone calling to tell her that her baby girl was dead again. That calm was broken at the sound of with the sound of the fry cook’s drawl. Dean didn’t even have the courage to call her himself. Her jaw clenched as he continued talking. His words being followed with silence as she processed what he’d said. It was Philly all over again. Jo was missing. 

    Sounded like the cook was blaming Castiel. He wasn’t too specific with the details. John and Jo were taken and the angel had flown the coop.  What else could have gone wrong? Worst case, they could have all died, at least that hadn’t happened. But that did nothing to calm her anger. Her daughter was gone, again, and she couldn’t do anything about it without knowing exactly what had happened.

     “Hand the phone to Dean.” Her voice was hard, her eyes finding a spot on the wall to glare at. Her lips pulled down at the corners, a frown creasing between her brows. It wasn’t going to do much to yell, the bar was still filled with hunters, some of them shooting her worried looks at they gathered their things, others remained oblivious to anything but their drink.  

    5 days ago reblog
  • theprodigalbrother:

    [Gravel crunching to a stop with a certain form of hostility the slick, black Chevy raised the heads of the huddled patrons clinging to their cigarettes on the peeling deck to scowl at the pair of headlights glaring back. The engine turned off with snappish growl and the hunter bundled himself out of the Impala, head tucked low. Metal keys jangled onto one another as Sam shoved the keys into a pocket and buried his hands deep into the jacket to join them. The group of men shuffled around to accommodate for his arrival, Sam offering a thin, half-hearted to one of them as he passed through the haze of smoke suspended at the entrance. 

    Crossing over the threshold heavy-footed into the snug bar, his brows raised slightly. Despite the new city, the new building, and the new waitstaff Ellen had managed to keep the a familiar constancy from the last. Same worn out crowd, same music, and surprisingly enough the same stale beer smell that clung to its walls like a new coat of paint. Immediately spotting the all too recognizable brown-haired woman with a perpetual crease in her brow he sifted through the collection of tables, chairs, and customers to stand at the bar, uncertain how to initiate an appropriate conversation for someone he hadn’t seen alive in well…  y e a r s. A loose, hesitant smile rose in his relief to see Ellen again, regardless of the unfavourable circumstances.]

                        “Long time, no see.”


    [She hadn’t heard the door, the sounds of the bar blending into the grunting and guffawing of gruff hunters. Eyes remained on the ale streaming from the tap as she filled a glass. She turned to the familiar voice after setting the glass down on the dark bar top in front of the man who’d ordered it. It was a voice she recognized immediately though she hadn’t quite expected the owner to actually be standing there. A giant of a man stood on the other side of the bar, a man she’d probably always see as a boy.   

    It’d been… God knows how long it actually was. It’d been years at least, felt longer. He looked good, healthy, maybe a bit taller and a bit more muscular than she remembered but it was still Sam Winchester stand in her bar. She couldn’t help the smile that spread across her face. With everything that had happened she took this as a good sign. Whatever had happened to him in the last year, she was glad to see him now, glad to see him alright.]  

            Sam. It’s good to see you. 

    1 week ago reblog
  • everyspnlady:

→ ellen harvelle in 2.05 simon said

this isn’t just your war, this is war. now, something big and bad’s coming and it’s coming fast, and their side holds all the cards. now, at best all we got is us. together. no secrets or half-truths here.


    → ellen harvelle in 2.05 simon said

    this isn’t just your war, this is war. now, something big and bad’s coming and it’s coming fast, and their side holds all the cards. now, at best all we got is us. together. no secrets or half-truths here.

    2 weeks ago reblog
  • vampyric-charm:


    They had maps and they had books. They had almost a hundred years of total experience when it came to hunting right in this cabin trying to solve this problem that focused on the rifts. Luckily, they never just focused on one problem at a time. If his Dad could see the patterns of a high level demon wandering around, he would have tracked it using techniques Dean couldn’t even comprehend. 

         ”Alastair? No,” Dean said, thinking about the experience as he closed the hallway door to scan a map that was pinned beside the kitchen. Continuing his reply, he stuck out a finger pointedly to the marks scattered across the states. “It was just useless taunting, but Dad though, he likes to keep track of rifts and other shit. He traced a demon across the entire U.S. a while back–– maybe he did it again.”

    Dean didn’t know for sure–– hell, he didn’t know what half of these marks meant. Why were there triangles along this line? Did this purple circle mean an important location? Why were the just so many god damn lines to follow? There were tacks in some cities, maybe that meant those were the important ones, but last time they had to track a demon down with his dad’s notes they had help.

                              - –– -   Help. —

                – - – O - h.  



    Pulling out his phone, he looked back to the map, thinking about how to play it off. So many things could go wrong–– so many things have gone wrong. They could have a lead but it would force him to give away information he had been trying to suppress for as long as possible. Holding down the three on the dial pad, the tone begun to emit from the speaker as it dialed. Dean waited for it to begin ringing, making sure it connected before stepping a bit closer to Benny, pulling the phone away from his ear.

    "Hey, so I’ll grab a few books to read through on these places. Do some research, ya’know?" 

                 Pushing the phone towards his friend, making sure he’d grab on to it, Dean moved through the doorway and into the hallway. 

                            “Pretty sure they’re downstairs. I’ll just go get ‘em.”

        At least there was a little comfort in the fact that Alistair seemed to, from what he understood, talk big and bring buildings down as opposed to actually causing any kind of problem aside from kidnapping some rather important people. If Alistair was worried about the rifts too, which Benny could only assume because that black eye’d bitch hadn’t even attempted to steal the scroll back, maybe they wouldn’t burn that bridge so quick and hurt John and Jo before they got what they wanted. He scratched at his chin for a moment, absently taking the phone from Dean as it was passed to him.

        “Nah, Dean. You’re stayin’ ‘ere until I finish talkin’ tah Ellen. Jus’ in case she tries tah biaht mah head off through th’ damn thin’…” Strong fingers clamped down on Dean’s wrist, preventing him from actually leaving. Of course he knew he was calling Ellen. Who else would he call at a time like this? The only person they had that could offer any help. At least at present.

        He shot Dean a hard look, glaring at him as he held the phone against his ear, listening to it ring. Ellen wasn’t going to be happy. And Benny would much prefer not going back to purgatory just yet. he was just starting to get used to being topside. And Ellen scared him. Quite a lot, actually.

    The few hunters that hung around the bar turned their heads as the phone rang. Tension was knotted between her shoulders, the knots getting more noticeable as the day went by without hearing from anyone of the hunters she had seen leave with her daughter. Something told her it had to be them, one of them, if it wasn’t Jo something had happened. She’d stopped expecting a good outcome when Winchesters were involved a long time ago.

    Drawing in a breath, she picked up the phone before it rang for a second time. She didn’t didn’t knwow hat to expect from whoever was calling. Preparing for the worst left her tone harsh. “What happened.”

    It wasn’t a question. The demand far from polite. She couldn’t let herself feel anything, the last time a Dean had called her when he had been with Jo, she’d been taken by a malicious ghost. The stakes were a lot higher this time around. It wasn’t some ghost they were up against it was whatever wanted to keep purgatory open, anything that knew what Cas knew could be there waiting for them.

    3 weeks ago reblog
  • drivenbywhiskeyandrevenge:


    In all sense of the word Jo Harvelle crashed into her room in the wee hours of the morning. Door swinging open to hit wall beside, bag slipped off her shoulder plummeting to the floor, contents emptying out at the impact and her shoes kicked off and away, bouncing along as they went. She didn’t know if she’d washed off the blood or if the graveyard dirt still matted her curls; there was a new mattress, clean sheets with her name on it. Free falling onto the makeshift bed with lids shut she Jo free an exhausted groan, body keeping still the instant she settled on the disheveled pile of blankets.

                     Familiar voices and army-boot-heavy treading roused her, groggily wakening she disentangled herself from the knotted sheets to stand.

    Jo galumphed forward, her reddened knuckles rubbing at the remnant glop of mascara and eyeliner left smudge against her pillow overnight. A indicative thump of her toes against the door told her to stop throwing her legs ahead. Teeth bit down onto the inside of her cheek and on the verge of rasping out a number of her well used, blasphemous terms from her vocabulary, a yawn cut them off. Her were eyes kept shut while her hands rattled around the doorknob until grubby fingers found and wrapped around the handle. Managing to finally unlatch the door and stumble into the hallway, Jo’s attention was set to the sound of her mother’s voice. Eyes decorated in dissimilar black smudges blinked open while Ellen moved out of her own bedroom accompanied by an recognizable overhanging figure hastily pushing his way through the doorframe.


                                             Motherfucking son of a— Oh god, gross.
    Well she was bound to—

                                             No, no, no.
       Not thinking about this. No.
                                                           Think of dead puppies, dead anything.

    She couldn’t have left some tie— sock? A note, whatever.
    Goddammit, somethingIt’s too early do deal with this shit. 

    "G’mornin’ mom…" Jo was the first to inject herself into the conversational hiccup, lips upturned and pressed against one another to smile thinly at least briefly for Ellen. Swiftly turning to tersely nod in the other hunter’s direction, a tart, "John," was puffed out before she promptly swerved around on heels, heading back into her room with extreme confidence she specifically did not desire to be present in that particular hallway with those two exact individuals together, for whatever reason that may have been… together. The door closed with a blunt smack, feet marching back en route to the box spring mattress in the corner, silently curled herself back underneath the covers and without hesitation shut her eyes to the ignore the ongoing conversation in the cramped corridor. 

    Anything other than staring at maps and making uninterpretable markings? John scratched his head, thinking about the past few days. There were maybe some days he spent in the town, grabbing food with Dean while talking about targeting specific rifts. Some days were spent actually going on those hunts, with or without Dean. There were still the times where he had to stop by corner markets and grab food, run to the laundromat, or doing any of those out of character domestic actions for him. 

    "I, sort of?" Stepping out into the hall way, holding his hand in that awkward position he held while he thought, John stumbled across his words. "I’ve been going on some hunts and recon missions with what I found out. Not really doing anything else if that’s what you’re talking about. Just hunting, figuring out what to hunt, and research- hardly anything too exciting."


    His life had limited options. It was enveloped by the rifts and any opportunity of normalcy was blocked off by the liminal tears. It wasn’t just something he could take off or ignore, and even if he wasn’t in the eye of the storm, it was still something that’d call to the hunter.

    Turning down the hallway, hearing the rattle of the doorknob, John paused his poor explanation. He wasn’t aware of another presence in the bar, unsure of how to react if it was another hunter. Especially if it was one he had known before his death.

                                         ”G’mornin’ mom…”  


    Relief was postponed with uncertainty unsure about how to move on. Obviously just waking up from sleep, the entrance was less than graceful, but left him with an uneasiness that he couldn’t explain. Jo’s retreat back into her room was promising, John unsure about how to deal with both Harvelles at the same time, but moving forward was uncharted territory that he didn’t wish to cross.

               ”Is it still even morning, technically?”

    Eyes slide to the door as it opened, a blonde head emerging from the shadows. If anything, Jo looked taken aback. Ellen wasn’t sure why she looked so bewildered at them. Guess she hadn’t expected to see the other hunter around their apartment but it shouldn’t have come as such a surprise since they were all trying to work together. With mild confusion she was going to reply in turn to the greeting, but her daughter had retreated back to her room before the words could be said.

     She narrowed her eyes at the bedroom door wondering what could be going on with her daughter but shrugged it off. She couldn’t pass it off to being a teenage anymore sadly but she couldn’t think of any good excuse for the behavior.

             Was it morning? She didn’t even know when he’d gotten there. Late morning? Early afternoon? Somewhere in that time frame. It could still be morning. She shrugged, “Who knows.”

    Continuing down the hallway she tried to get back on track with the conversation.  John had been saying something about hunts before the strange interruption. Something about nothing being exciting. That was hard to believe, hunting might have just been their job but it was never boring.  There could be monotony to tracking and killing but it was never exactly what anyone could call unexciting. Always a challenge, something new that they hadn’t seen before, some way to evade hunters, to kill hunters, there was nothing boring about putting your life on the line.

            “Nothing as fun as ghouls?” She asked almost jokingly, the first thing they’d together after death had been a hunting trip with ghouls. It had been strange to working with him after not speaking for so long but it’d been easy. Working with him was easier than this idle banter, they’d had a mission and they carried it out with skill fitting of their years. It had been almost fun to take care of things when they were easily pointed out to them, catching the ghouls off guard and disposing of their bodies in the middle of a party, it couldn’t get much more Bond for them. 

    3 weeks ago reblog
  • The bar was emptying. Men, with a scattered handful of women, were slowly leaving, the crowd dwindling with the sound of tires on gravel. She’d been washing down the counter, a worn rag sopping up the spilled beer. She’d always find the smell of beer, sweat, and humanity comforting in some way. But as she was left alone her thoughts turned to the friends and family that weren’t there.

            Jo was on a mission with the Winchester, an angel, and a hunter that preferred to be a fry cook. She wouldn’t have called it the safest outing but they weren’t girl scouts, all of them knew what they were doing and according to the angel who led them there, it should go over fine. Get in, get the thing, get out. It sounded too easy. Something about it sounded off to her. She couldn’t have placed it when she heard the plan, she couldn’t say much in protest. She’d stood there silently, waiting for someone to drop the ball, waiting for the dangerous part of the mission to come out but it didn’t. And then they were all off, driving to Missouri for something the angel said would help.

             She didn’t care about being left behind. Someone needed to hold down the fort. She could handle her own wherever she was needed. Having everyone gone was an odd sensation though. She was left alone in the bar for the first time since she’d opened. Benny was there most of the time the place was open, some hunter friend was there during open hours, someone was there. But right now she was truly alone in the bar. Jo wasn’t going to stop by for a few hours of sleep only to wake up to Ellen shoving supplies and extra jars of peanut butter at her. Benny wasn’t making some ruckus in the kitchen making something new for the menu.

                                                                         The feeling was foreign.                                                                               And it didn’t sit well.

    There had to be something up with the mission. There had to be something going on. No one had called in 36 hours. No one had come by. She didn’t know what had happened but she didn’t like how silence was making her feel. If something had happened to Jo, so help her, someone was going to pay. John didn’t have a good record with her family members in the field though she wasn’t going to bring that up unless it was called for. Dean had about the same record, Jo had saved him from the hell hound in Carthage. It had been going for Dean. She’d lost so much when it was attached to the Winchesters.

             Ringing out the rag in the sink, she tried to stop herself from thinking about it. To stop thinking about the things that could go wrong. There was an angel there. But then Cas had been at Carthage to before he disappeared, looking for the reason the reapers where there. If he did something so irresponsible again he was going to have more than hell to pay. Putting her family was the only option but trying to keep them safe was the goal. There was no way around getting dirty, but if they were looking out for each other there shouldn’t be a problem.

    With a heavy sigh, she finished cleaning. The lights going out on the bar, the neon signs in from going off for the night. Before heading upstairs to her apartment she took a look around at bar. It was a new home, a new start. She and Jo had been given a new start for whatever reason and she wasn’t about to let it go so easily. They’d both fought tooth and nail to get through that shit hole that was purgatory, there was no way they were going to be dragged back easily.

                                                                              The stairs creaked under her. The old floor boards bowing slightly under the weight of a person. Her thoughts stayed on her daughter. If she was in danger, there was nothing Ellen could do about it and that was what she hated the most. Praying to God or angels seemed almost useless knowing what she did. But there were times, moment, when she still believed that there was a God and he was there. It was something that she took strength from on occasion. She’d cursed Him when she’d lost Bill but now she found herself asking Him to protect her daughter. It was the only thing she could think to do. Angels were dicks. Hopefully, Cas could do his part in protecting Jo but she wasn’t going to count on him with his record. There needed to be something more than just angels with them now. 

                                      Finding her way to her bed in the dark she hoped that whatever God there was was listening. 

    1 month ago reblog
  • everyspnlady:

→ ellen harvelle in 2.03 bloodlust

yeah, and hannibal lecter’s a good psychiatrist.


    → ellen harvelle in 2.03 bloodlust

    yeah, and hannibal lecter’s a good psychiatrist.

    1 month ago reblog
  • ridin-thestormout:



                  It was late. His nocturnal habits were rarely interrupted, seeing as those he worked with tended to work during the day. Really, the quiet evenings were a godsend. He could spend the evening perfecting recipes or catching up on the fifty years he’d missed with a mug of warm blood in his hands. Everything had changed so much since he’d died, since his wife had passed, since all hope of a family had been erased. But here he was now, and he had what he considered a family. Ellen and Jo. Dean and Sam. Family. Not a nest or a gang. A family.

    This evening he wore his apron, sleeves rolled up to his elbows as he experimented. Food, he found, was something that hardly ever changed with time. Everyone still loved hot chicken, even if it was a little different from his day. Cooking was a passion. Something other than bloodlust that he could focus on. Bloodlust and guilt. He’d been doing some research recently, looking into the Old Man, seeing if maybe he could track down his old nest, find that bastard and rip his throat out. But that was for another time, when Purgatory wasn’t threatening to destroy what he loved. He smiled to himself as he bustled about the kitchen until his phone rang.

                                    For a moment his heart sank. The vampire cleaned his hands off on the hem of his apron and plucked his phone up from where it sat on the counter. Ellen… Had something happened? Shit. If something had happened and he hadn’t been there to prevent it… Cautiously he flicked open his phone.

    "Hell-a?" there was a pause as he listened intently. Something was wrong with Jo? Well that didn’t sound good. He liked Jo. Benny nodded, scratching at his chin, "Ye, ye, shur thin’ Ellen. ‘ll be riagh’ ova. Yew jus’ hol’ on till I ge’ there, alrigh’? I won’ be loan’." With that, he hung up. It didn’t sound too urgent, but he was better safe than sorry. Turning the oven off, the vampire hung his apron up and rolled down his sleeves before pulling his coat on and heading outside.

                         His current mode of transportation consisted of an old run-down truck. It used to be a baby blue, but now it had a nice rusty exterior. In some ways it reminded him of himself. It roared to life and he quickly backed out and headed towards the Harvelle’s. Who was he to refuse help when they’d been so good to him?

    Listening in to the periodic creaking of branches prodding out of the wall to surround herself and her mother while they shivered nervously at Ellen’s steps. The bubbly smile lifted at her crumb dusted lips fell to a flat expression at Ellen’s half heard exasperated comment. Fingertips rolled over the grooves of one round piece of cereal while she descended into fleeting thoughts before folding her legs neatly on the counter. Jo’s neck tilted at an extreme angle to examine the lone chocolate puff in her hands. “You’re not alone, ma. I’m right here.” 


                                     Gaze distant and wasted, it lifted to her mother. Confusion set in and the cereal crunched into power between her fingertips. Ellen spoke firmly into a receiver Jo was unable to see completely, her spindly branched digits wrapped around something dark and square. Her mother’s attention had moved onto whatever else she was speaking into. ”Hey…” The box of Cocoa Puffs whipped around wildly showering the leafy ground with more cereal. “Hey!” A childish lip stuck while she frustratedly called out to Ellen, demanding her focus to return to her. “I’m right here. I can hear you.” 

    Abandoning the now empty box and sliding off the counter, Jo marched up to Ellen grabbing her arm. “There aren’t any issues, ma? Are you crazy? You’re the one with the—” The hunter’s hands waved wildly over her own face to somehow describe the less than natural condition her mother was in. Leaning in to the phone at Ellen’s ear, she yelled into the speaker. “She’s gone blind, I swear it! I’m right across from her and she can’t see me with those goddamn red eyes of hers! Just ignore her! I got everythin’ covered.” 

    Her eyes following her daughter as she sat on the counter continuing to make a mess of the cereal that Ellen had bought her. The kid was not alright at all. The brown dust of cocoa flavored cereal fell to the floor unceremoniously. “Thanks,” The short word was punctuated with the clinking of the receiver.

    The yelling in her ear wasn’t the most pleasant thing. Her mouth forming a hard line as she frowned. Eyes lifted to her daughter, she pushed her back keeping a hand on her shoulder to keep her standing. “Don’t you yell in my ear again, Joanna.”

    She honestly had no idea what was happening to her daughter but it didn’t seem good. The mentions of red eyes was concerning. She didn’t know what the hunter would be able to do but she was glad to have help in case Jo needed to be restrained. If it got bad, she could call the angel but she didn’t know if Cas would show up on call. He wasn’t the most reliable guy she knew. She continued to hold her daughter’s shoulder, unsure if letting go would be a good idea. “What you’re seein isn’t real.” 

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  • everyspnlady:

→ ellen harvelle in 2.06 no exit

Joanna Beth, this family has lost enough. and I won’t lose you too. I just won’t.


    → ellen harvelle in 2.06 no exit

    Joanna Beth, this family has lost enough. and I won’t lose you too. I just won’t.

    1 month ago reblog
  • drivenbywhiskeyandrevenge:

    Following the Harvelle back through the hallway, John noted to himself how the surroundings looked. Pausing for a quick moment, he headed back into the small living area to grab the drink he sat down on the table before returning to the room Ellen had walked into. Some of the rooms he passed seemed hardly used, maybe a guest room or Jo’s, it didn’t really matter. All he knew from it was that the amount of time that the kid spent here wasn’t long enough for her to make a standing impact on the area. 

    The set up was nice, John had to admit. If people knew that when they walked into this bar that they had an fifty man arsenal above their heads, well, John would love to see their faces and how quickly they could put money on the table. It was an exaggeration of the supplies, but numbers didn’t matter too much to civilian when you have an assault rifle on the wall.

    It reminded him slightly of his own set up he had in his locker, only without the memorabilia. It lacked the occasional Kukri and landmine that blended in with the seldom Science Fair award. It wasn’t supposed to be a storehouse of memories and artifacts. It was simply a stockpile of weapons, a way to provide for the group. 

                           Still could have used something illegal.
                           Maybe a grenade launcher or a couple hand grenades. 

    "Decent collection, must have taken a while to put together."


    "Did you have to buy most of these guns? You gathered them pretty quickly."

    He didn’t mean to pry into how she acquired these weapons, but he was grasping for conversational topics that didn’t end up in a perturbing silence. Maybe it was a knack he had for deadbeat conversations, but he rather have people complain that all he talked about was guns and hunting than awkward tension.

    She’d had the new building for over half a year, after getting the bar in working order and was able to pay for the things she needed she’d started spending the extra money on the guns. It was strange to think she’d settled in so quickly, it was still strange being on earth and not in purgatory if she was going to be honest with herself. Shaking herself form her thoughts she refocused on what he had said. “Most of them I bought, some were sort of gifted.” 

    Hunters left things. Some had partners and didn’t want to keep their weapons after it went sideways. Some didn’t want to stay in the business any longer. It was too rough for some. They all came in with that look, the one that people said soldiers had. A new darkness in their eyes after they’d seen more than they could handle. Something was broken in all of them to even want to go looking for the monsters hiding in the shadows. 

    She flicked the lights off, the room going dark with little warning. Spinning on her heels she headed back across the bedroom, eyes scanning it for a moment before reaching the door. She hadn’t settled in to the room like she had the rest of the building. It was strange sleeping on something soft even after so many months. She still couldn’t get a full night’s sleep in without waking up and grasping for a weapon. It was something she hoped didn’t show in the sparse room, the sheets nearly perfectly tucked under the edges of a bed she could barely use.

    “You been doing anything besides considering a career in meteorology?” The words were thrown casually over her shoulder as she led him back down the hall to the living room.  

    The conversation remained shallow, something she was grateful for. She didn’t care to talk about anything much deeper than the events of the last couple months. They had a history together. Something that she was unwilling to bring up. It was difficult thinking of John as a friend after what had happened but he was still a friend. 

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